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Thursday, May 17, 2012

Music

Music has a special place in all of our hearts. everyone likes a different type of music, true, but when we listen to our kind of music, we feel a connection that is only present in the spirit world, we soar over the highest skies, and delve into the deepest oceans. a piece of music can make a man ready to take on the world with all of it's troubles, and the same piece of music can make a man take his own life. it's a very strange notion, how to each of us the same thing can prove to be so different, but if you walk down the street, look into the faces of the people breathing the same air that you breath, and drinking the same water you drink, if you look into their faces, and gaze into their soul, you will see that even though we share the same burdens and turmoil of this earth, we all have a little spark inside of us that flickers a little different than the person next in line, perhaps that's what makes us react so differently to music.

A while ago, i went to an oriental music concert with some of my close friends, it wasn't a very well known band, but they were really good. they played some really awesome music. About fifteen minutes into the concert, i realized that the music they were playing was entirely improvised, they did not practice before they came, and that only added to the charm and beauty of their music. while there, i thought i'd open up my notes, and start writing something -i always have something to write on with me- perhaps this beautiful music of theirs would inspire something, but i realized that it didn't, so instead of trying to write how i feel, i figured i'd try to write what the musician feels, i thought i'd put his music into words, i wish i could have you all listen to the music that was played then, but alas i cant, for i cant even remember the name of the band, however, i will always have these few words, to remind me of that amazing night, and the rivers that ran in it.

A journey of words, from uncertainty to darkness, a brief window of happiness crawls into his life only to be stolen from him as quickly as it came.  
What is it that i want, what is my purpose in life, what am i here to do ? 
Show me the pass, your my only guide in life, your my only hope for a bright dawn.
Here i am at your hands, mould me as you wish, change me to what you  like, im completely and utterly yours.
You see, life has taken me up, yet brought me down. i have no one in life, i have no wall to protect me from the wind, what a sad story to tell, but what can i do ? 
What is it that i can do to change my fortune, how can i change a fortune that has become a reality? 
And then you came, you brought an impossible hope with you, you brought and undoable future, but you gave me purpose, you gave me direction, you changed my life just by looking at you, you turned my world upside down with your smile, and you made me crumble with your laugh. My heart was no longer mine, and now I'm even more confused than i was before, how can someone change so drastically from a look, how can someone change so drastically in a fraction of a second. 
But i did, and it was your doing. It was your simplicity, your grace, your intelligence, your beauty, your passion and love for life. You made me see the world through new eyes, you made me consider a future that i never thought possible, You gave me feelings that i thought were obsolete and useless. You put me on a roller-coaster  of emotions, always sad that im not with you, yet just seeing your name would brighten my day, a message from you would give me butterflies, and when i talk to you, that is a feeling that cannot be put into words.
This is for you, my Butterfly queen.



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I realize today's piece was slightly different, hope you liked it though.

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